The perfect birthday wish

12 January 2012


        What I am about to share with you happened over a year ago when mom and I are still having some problems. As you have read from my previous blogs, it came to a point wherein I did not care about her anymore. If she gets sick, if a car ran over her, I wouldn't care anymore. I wasn't even sure if I will cry at her funeral. Yep. That's how angry I was. 
        But that was months ago. What I've failed to mention in my blogs recently is that everything turned out fine with me and mom. (Finally!)
       It happened on my birthday June 30th. I was so pissed and stressed because everything is not going the way I planned. I guess you can say that I'm a little bit of a perfectionist since I don't feel too comfortable when everything around the house is a mess especially if there would be en event. I want everything done neatly.
      So apart from the unfinished house chores, my yaya back then had chicken pox and so we had to make her rest in her sister's place. In short, injured kami sa house. (injured - in my vocab can also mean kulang sa tao, kaya dadami ang trabaho).
     I felt so sorry for myself since it was  my birthday and I'm doing my chores. :-( It was a good thing that my mom called up Ian and asked him what my plan was. My mom already made plans to go home early so I could go out on my birthday. 
     The bad part was, nawalan na ako ng gana mag-plano kung ano gagawin ko sa birthday ko kasi nga it started as a stressful day. It was a good thing that Ian told me what mom had planned for me because I took it as a sign to made amends with her after months of not speaking to her.
      So I texted her, apologized, and thanked her because even if I have shouted, cursed, and treated her badly when we were fighting, I felt that she still cares and loves, not only me but my family as well. :-) 
      Siguro sabi ni Lord, tama na daw ang patampo effect ko at panahon na nga naman para magka-ayos na kami. Haay... natupad na din ang pinapangarap ng asawa ko, more biyaya, este, more peace in the family. (Hehehe! Joke lang labs if you're reading :-p)