This means war

Wednesday

May 19, 2010

Today is our fifth year and seventh month anniversary as a couple. I just hope he remembers. I wish I could tell him, I love him, and that I long for his kiss. It’s just that sometimes, he does things that annoy me. Recently, he spent the last weekend with his friend, she’s a lawyer as well and they went in the same law school and they also had the same review classes when they were still taking the bar. I don’t know how much this girl knows about me but it really does bother me when my husband goes out with her. It was Friday night and they went out because one of their friend’s family member died due to election violence. After that night, he was masungit to me all week! And I don’t know why. Now what am I supposed to think and feel huh? Is he expecting me to just let it go, is he trying to find a way to turn things around and make it look like its my fault? Hmph! Well, he’s not gonna be lucky this time. It’s alright, I’m ready with what I have to say to him, so bring it on hubby! And curse that bitch that’s been flirting around you!

To be or to be in denial...

May 18, 2010 Entry

I just have 22 times left to open up our new Windows Vista, unless I enter the correct 25-character product key, which I couldn’t find. As I search for directions on how to activate my product without the messy and annoying pop-up window that’s been prompting me, I discovered that there are endless numbers written on the cd case, and at the computer case-box, which further led to my confusion on what number-key should I type in the dialog box.

So as to not waste time on imprinting my amazing thoughts, why won’t I use this time to practice my writing as well as my brain cells, in telling the details of what happened during my day.

Sleepy head, I have become recently. I don’t know if I’m pregnant or not. I’m afraid to take the test because I’m afraid to tell the whole world. The last time I told everyone, it wasn’t a successful one. So right now I’m split in between. I had a week of blood spots 2 weeks ago, so I don’t know what exactly that means. I’m scared of what will happen. I’m just a little glad that my body doesn’t crave so much nicotine these past few days, so that helps a little. What my body craves for is sleep, sleep, sleep. It’s just like my pregnancy with my eldest. All I do is sleep and if I’m sleep deprived, I get very cranky. ;-)