Dad’s birthday... and past

October 17, 2011

                

                A few days from now, it’s going to be my dad’s birthday. He’s a little worried though. But I wish he would have a great one.

                When I was younger, I used to visit my dad’s place. That’s the fruit of having separated parents. You get to visit lots of houses. :/ Anyway, back then, he had a relationship with a woman named Narsie. Narsie was cruel to me.

                My dad’s place was a compound so our other relatives live in the same area. I remember when I was at my cousins’ house, I was just waiting for Narsie to go to sleep. Finally, when I was about to open our door, she immediately ran up and locked it again. So I opened it. And then she locked it again. And then I opened it again. And she locked it again. Finally, I was so angry I screamed, “Dad!”! That was the time I got to open the door. When I opened it, she was just staring at me like a monster.

                I went to my room and she just started texting me nasty things about my dad. I hated her. In the end, I ended up crying and begging her to stop her cruel ways and made amends. Ang bait ko noh? Actually, I don’t know what came up to me that night. Basta gusto ko na lang makipag-ayos.

Marami pang times na nangyari na bumabati ako sa kanya pero dedma lang siya. Bastos! Walang modo. Walang pinag-aralan. Utak langgam. Yes, bitter talaga ko!

Maybe some of you are thinking why I can’t let go of my past? If I am happy and contended with my life now, why should I bother stressing about the horrible things that happened when I was younger? Well, my answer is precisely that. I am now happy and contended with my life as I fulfil my role as a mother and wife. So why in hell should I let someone ruin my peaceful life? This is not a time to ask questions. This is the time to fight and win, to protect what is yours and not let anyone ruin what you have built and dreamt for 12 years. A happy family.

So if ever magkita kami, isa lang ang masasabi ko… Ang ganda mo! Pak! Bwahahaha!

No, that’s not what I really intend to say… I’m just kidding guys. Basta, be ready for world war 3! Hmph!