Ang pangalawang mall tour ko,
kasama ko yung friend ko. Engaged na siya and we decided to meet up at the mall
to have lunch together and to catch up. Besides, ring bearer ang eldest ko sa
wedding niya kaya keri lang.
As
usual, late na naman ako so my friend decided to buy some things muna before
meeting me at a restaurant. Finally, we saw each other and made super chika to
the max. :-D Actually, a few dates before our meet-up, nagpa-practice na ko ng
mga ichi-chika at mga sasabihin. Haha! Rehearsal daw :-P Yes mattress! Talagang
nag-practice ako, because I know this is my chance to express myself or more
appropriately, to explain myself why I acted so mean and tactless back when I
was in college, or even back before I got kids.
As you
can see in my past blogs, maldita talaga ang lola mo. Of course malaking factor
na diyan ang upbringing and outlook in life kaya ngayon na
marami-rami akong time na mag muni-muni at ngayong tumatanda na ko, I am slowly
realizing (talagang slowly?? Chuckie! :p) that I was really mean back then.
Mayabang na wala namang alam, alam mo yun? Haha! Ewan ko, basta ganun yung
kinalakihan ko kaya ganun din ako umakto.
So
anyway, going back to my story, I was able naman to let my college friend know
that I have changed for the better. I have achieved my goal to make her realize
that I am now a changed person and in-short, bumait na ko. Hahaha!
After
some more chika, I have noticed too that I know very little about my friend’s
life and family. Hindi naman sa nakiki-usi pero kasi, kaya nga friend mo di ba?
It’s a little bit weird if you don’t even know a little about her family, her
life and her friends. That’s another thing I have noticed about myself when I
was younger. I seldom ask my “friends” how they really are and how’s life
treating them. I was so busy whining about my life that I didn’t think that
they’re life is as important as mine. And yes, I have quoted the word “friends”
because I was thinking that how can you be with friends with someone that you
know so little about? Right? Eh di acquaintances lang dapat kayo? Or movie
buddy? Or drinking buddy? Or chika buddy (if there’s such a thing)? Hahahaha!
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